What is my ultimate Aim in Life??

There are many reasons for me to stay awake at nights. May be, it is the only time my brain works better and helps me to sort out things that happened earlier in the day.  The calmness and peace at nights make the thought process to go even deeper. So I prefer it is the Ideal time for me to understand myself ;). The usual thought process goes in many directions but every thread falls at only one single point. What is my passion?? What is my ultimate aim in life?

Everyone knows what their passion is... But sadly not everyone recognises it!! Even if some people recognises it!! They turn cold feet to go for it... Many a times we go against the clock!! And with that rush to meet up with the crowd we eventually fall into the same boat as everybody does :P.  We are just finding our feet in a world of abyss. But seriously are we missing something here?

Getting into the point why we turn cold feet to go with our passion when we have everything to make it happen?  Is that because we are ambiguous?  Or is that because we are content? If we are content then why are we not Happy? If we are ambiguous then where is the endurance? No, we are ambitious!! Then what is my passion??

Having said all this, I have an appointment with a group of people who adopted a slum and who makes sure that every kid in that slum gets the proper education. So, I’ve been asked to volunteer for an event which they are organizing, and the theme is that the kids should be motivated to study. Of course I’m the one who approached the group and asked if I can contribute anything from my side? But, now I don’t understand how can I motivate them if I myself cannot?

I don’t want to stop anything that is happening now, n yes! Who knows!! May be I’ll get an answer for myself there ;)  Different exposures are what making me feel myself again!! :D

Blogging !! :D

I never thought before, dat I wud write a blog. In fact I somehow feel funny abt all this blogging stuff. Neways nw I feel the necessity to write a Blog to make myself feel better :D. Before we get started let me tell you something important :P, I'm not a Shakespeare but just a normal human being. so kindly please adjust to my English which is not so good or not so bad :P


Since my graduation there happened a lot of changes in my life, twists n turns everywhere :P, Which now I'm unable to categorize all those comic events :P. Nyways it’s not so important to get into those details :P. So why I’m writing this blog? A genuine question! :P let me get to that first :P. From the past two months I donno why but people started acting weird, hw weird is that they started fighting with me :o. Usually I wouldn’t mind coz I never cared!! But it is happening with everyone. So I thought there’s more to think about it :D n more to put myself out. So, here I’m :D


I’m a kind of person who is straight forward. I speak straight on to the face rather than saying at back, which makes many uncomfortable. Sometimes I sound so rude, which I happened to know from others :D, but never mind I can’t change that, it’s a manufacturing defect :P . When it comes to Attitude... I'm Robust n Yes I’m headstrong on what I believe n it seldom varies, but it all depends on the opp person. I can go along further by just explaining about myself bt it’s not the case :P you may get the feeling that I’m obsessed wid myself (which I’m !!) :P


Getting into the point Why?? Why in the hell everyone acting weird?? :o God knows!! Sometimes I get a feeling that, gather everyone to a closure and play the SADDA HAQ song :P. There’s only one theme for me... Mind your own Business!! n Everything else follows if it deserves you J. I hate to write this weird stuff but am pissed off guys!! It’s a high time now n I can’t take it on further!! So, the bottom line is if you have no interest on anyone den there’s no point of ur interest in him or in his deeds!! Just let it go… It’s nothing wrong to hate someone. Hate as if you never met him or never cared for him or he never existed. It’s good for everyone :P