Friday, July 27, 2012

Would you be??


The Phone is ringing, I can barely hear. There are lights flashing on the screen with some text snapping the caller’s name, but it barely registered in my Mind. By the time I realized that there is a sound, the phone stopped ringing. Sensing the absolute darkness and an awkward silence, I looked out for the time and it has passed 2 in the morning. There is a book I was reading, unfolded. There is a Cup filled with coffee, untouched. There is an IPod on the table, still playing a track, which kept the darkness in rhythm. For every Breathe I take, I can hear my heart beat racing, perhaps? For a fear of stopping. I tried to step myself off from the couch, but the foot barely moved. With the cluttering weirdness, I tried to move my hands to check on the foot, but the hands hardly moved. Understanding the complete Chaos, I tried to recollect what has happened? And yes, there was you! Now it unfolds everything...


I'm afraid of understanding, or for being understood. But, with the sprint of a magic I understood you, perhaps? I thought it so. I can tell you, may be, by just stealing a glance into your eyes, how comfortable you are? I can tell you, what and how you are feeling, with a warm touch. I can tell you, what was going on in your mind, by just looking at your handwriting. I embraced you when you had had a tough time. I had let you go wild, when you are happy. For every time you are with me, there would be a song, playing in the backdrop, there by everything comes back to life, or maybe I feel it so. There are No greetings and no formalities. That was never needed and vl never be needed. Every word will have a meaning. That is the thing we have always admired about each other.


If I say, Am not very expressive, then actually I'm not. When I say I have forgotten, then actually I'm. There are many things which I speak out, and which I really mean. You said you would understand me, and I know you would. I was canny of being forgiven. I'm not afraid of crying but, What if I used my entire tears of despair? and some day I wouldn’t tear down a drop?, what if I struck with a greater calamity? I don’t suppose there would be any adversity than which has struck now. But, what if I've called a heartless? What if I've considered being an aloof? There were no answers but the truth. There is a very thin line in hiding a truth and speaking a truth. If you hide, you die slowly. If you speak out the truth, then you die instantly.


Like Hate, Love also needs perpetual Nourishment. So, let’s go for a walk or for a vacation. Let us find something new within us. We don’t need to hide anything; we don’t need to pretend anything. We are as naked as one can be. There is no need to talk much but, some patience to listen to the all the signs, which we code between us, through eyes, touch and with the unspoken words. Let’s bring back that energy and let’s admire what we've got. In contrary you could start hating me. When you hate, you don’t need of any signs to tell you, but your own anger.


There is only one line I believed most. " In love People grow, and in Hate, people decay "

Lets have a stroll in peace, and if you like it, may be a vacation. so the question is would you be?


1 comment:

pavanavap said...

that depends on whoz paying.... :P